The story of a mommy, daddy, + twin boys, one we hold in our arms and the other who can only be found in our hearts. This blog is dedicated to my guardian angel, Boston. This is my story about loss and finding joy and happiness amidst our circumstances.
Monday, October 29, 2012
PE's and Class III
I feel like I got a lot accomplished at clinic this week! I was able to see my Class III back for the 2nd appointment to complete her treatment. I started getting nervous when it was 1:00 and still no sign of her... luckily she still came! I finished her and didn't miss any spots and then I got to do a sealant and pass off the diagnodent and air powder polisher PE's on Candice's cute brother. He was a trooper to let us do so much on him. I liked using the diagnodent and really helped when it came time to do sealants because 2 of the teeth we wanted to seal had high numbers on the diagnodent which meant decay, so we didn't end up sealing them. Overall, it was a good productive day!
Sunday, October 21, 2012
I wILL sUrViVE.
Or will I?!?!
Mock Boards are now over, so glad.. until the next one that is. Let's just say I did NOT do so well. In fact, I failed. Not just failed by a little, but failed by A LOT a bit.
It sucked.
I was not stressed until I walked into clinic Thursday morning. You could honestly feel the tension in that place, it was crazy. We had 2 hours to complete 1 quadrant (which is only approx. 8 teeth) which is totally do able. I thought...
I started by actually being able to give anesthetic!
Yes! I gave a shot! It was amazing! And it went so well!
Then,
I started cleaning with the ultrasonic and just took my time with every tooth. I focused first on the Lower anteriors which was a huge mistake. This is usually a great plan on your normal mouths, but with periodontal diseased patients its not the best idea because calculus has more places to attach to on the back teeth. LESSON 1 LEARNED
Then I went around with hand instruments including my mini gracey's. Lesson 2 learned. I should have used my normal gracey's that are stronger and more rigid to remove the kind of calculus that I was dealing with.
I was feeling good and even finished 30 minutes before my 2 hours was up so I could mark recession and probe depths. I was confident. I explored, flossed, and used my air to make sure I didn't leave anything behind.
After my patient was checked by one of the examiners she came back with a list of spots I missed, it was not a good sight. I didn't even have time to remove all the spots... Yikes I know! I realized my exploring technique is not the best and that I need to come up on my fulcrum in order to dectect the calculus. Lesson # 3.
My patient told me if she had to give me a grade it would've been an A, that was the highlight of my day. lets just say good thing it was a "Mock" Board and not the real board. I have a lot to work on!
Mock Boards are now over, so glad.. until the next one that is. Let's just say I did NOT do so well. In fact, I failed. Not just failed by a little, but failed by A LOT a bit.
It sucked.
I was not stressed until I walked into clinic Thursday morning. You could honestly feel the tension in that place, it was crazy. We had 2 hours to complete 1 quadrant (which is only approx. 8 teeth) which is totally do able. I thought...
I started by actually being able to give anesthetic!
Yes! I gave a shot! It was amazing! And it went so well!
Then,
I started cleaning with the ultrasonic and just took my time with every tooth. I focused first on the Lower anteriors which was a huge mistake. This is usually a great plan on your normal mouths, but with periodontal diseased patients its not the best idea because calculus has more places to attach to on the back teeth. LESSON 1 LEARNED
Then I went around with hand instruments including my mini gracey's. Lesson 2 learned. I should have used my normal gracey's that are stronger and more rigid to remove the kind of calculus that I was dealing with.
I was feeling good and even finished 30 minutes before my 2 hours was up so I could mark recession and probe depths. I was confident. I explored, flossed, and used my air to make sure I didn't leave anything behind.
After my patient was checked by one of the examiners she came back with a list of spots I missed, it was not a good sight. I didn't even have time to remove all the spots... Yikes I know! I realized my exploring technique is not the best and that I need to come up on my fulcrum in order to dectect the calculus. Lesson # 3.
My patient told me if she had to give me a grade it would've been an A, that was the highlight of my day. lets just say good thing it was a "Mock" Board and not the real board. I have a lot to work on!
Thursday, October 11, 2012
Struggling
Sometimes I honestly feel like quitting, I am not a quitter but some days it sounds nice! I have been struggling the past few weeks. I feel like I am spread so thin! It is midterm, so of course we have 3 tests that are all right in a row. I took the first midterm, take the 2nd one tomorrow and the 3rd one I have to take by Tuesday... Can I do this?!?!
I love and I hate school at the same time. I think its been so good to push me and make me better, buts its so hard when there is so much going on! Today in clinic I made a huge mistake and didn't get an OD check from my instructor and it was just horrible. I felt so dumb/humiliated. I know one thing though...
I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN.
LESSON LEARNED.
I am burned out at the moment. We have mockboards next Thursday which I am sick just thinking about, I will be glad to get that over with!
On a positive note...
This cute baby was born on Monday at 1:50 p.m. and is so precious!
I love and I hate school at the same time. I think its been so good to push me and make me better, buts its so hard when there is so much going on! Today in clinic I made a huge mistake and didn't get an OD check from my instructor and it was just horrible. I felt so dumb/humiliated. I know one thing though...
I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN.
LESSON LEARNED.
I am burned out at the moment. We have mockboards next Thursday which I am sick just thinking about, I will be glad to get that over with!
On a positive note...
This cute baby was born on Monday at 1:50 p.m. and is so precious!
We also got to partay last weekend and went to see THRILLER, It was so fun and a much needed girls night....
Tomorrow is our last and final Local Anesthesia lab. We get to have 7 injections and get to give 7, better giving then receiving trust me. After tomorrow we get to start giving them to our patients. I cannot wait!
Until next time...
Monday, October 1, 2012
Flu bug=patients cancelling
Thursday morning I got a call from my sweet patient saying she was sick with the flu and couldn't make it to her appointment (which was in 1 hour). I was STRESSING! I decided I wasn't going to call anyone till at least after 8am. I was so lucky because the first person I called said that he would come right up! Guess who it was?!?! GRANDPA Mike from last semester! We even got our picture together and I am so sad that I can't post it on here because my battery in my camera was dead, so I took it with my phone, but problem is....I have a phone from the stone ages! Take my word though it was cute! hahaha I love that guy! We became facebook friends so now we can keep in touch!
After seeing patients in the morning we had lab in the afternoon. I learned all sorts of stuff about Blood Glucose/Diabetes, ultrasonics, saliva tests, and gracey's! Gracey's are my new favorite things, they are amazing! I got to use a periodontal file at the VA on Wednesday that was pretty cool too. I also got to experience placing arestin on 2 different patients, it was so fun and so much easier than I thought it would be. Last week was a great learning week and if I can find a mockboard patient this week will be even better!
After seeing patients in the morning we had lab in the afternoon. I learned all sorts of stuff about Blood Glucose/Diabetes, ultrasonics, saliva tests, and gracey's! Gracey's are my new favorite things, they are amazing! I got to use a periodontal file at the VA on Wednesday that was pretty cool too. I also got to experience placing arestin on 2 different patients, it was so fun and so much easier than I thought it would be. Last week was a great learning week and if I can find a mockboard patient this week will be even better!
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