Monday, January 26, 2015

Boston and Mason's BIG arrival

Who would have ever thought the very next day after my weekly blog update my baby boys would arrive.
Sunday night, Heath and I were watching the Miss Universe pageant and I was having a few stronger contractions that were about 7 minutes apart.  I was timing the ones I felt, not the ones that the computer was picking up.  After being monitored for an hour or so, the nurse didn't seem too concerned about the contractions. She asked if I wanted the medication to stop them and I said no because if she wasn't worried then I shouldn't be worried......right?!?!
W R O N G
I woke up Monday morning at 4:30 a.m. and I started throwing up.  I didn't really think it was too unusual just because I have been sick this entire pregnancy.  I did think it was weird how much I was throwing up though.  Heath had to work his last 7 days on and as he was leaving for work I found myself not wanting him to go.  He reassured me that he was just go and get his work done and come back as soon as he could.  I agreed and kissed him goodbye.  
After he left I was feeling really emotional and lost it when me nurse came in to do my morning vitals. I kept throwing up and they decided to do my routinely morning monitoring.  After being monitored for 30 minutes I was indeed having contractions.  They administered two doses of "Turb" which is a medication that relaxes your uterus and makes your heart pump like CRAZY!  After that the nurse said everything looked good and there I was left in my room all alone. 
There was a doctor on call that came in for maybe 2 minutes to see how I was doing.  She said yeah, you had contractions this morning and probably have some stomach bug, but any questions?!? I said no and she left just like that.
I called my mom around 9 am and cried to her and told her how hard of a day I was having.  She said she would leave work and just come and spend the day with me.  At this time I started having a really bad stomach ache.  Almost like the kind you get when you have the stomach flu, but way more intense!  I decided to take a bath in my awesome jetted tub in my new hospital suite that I just moved into the previous day.  That didn't help my stomach, but was good for my soul :)
My mom arrived at 10:00 and she took one look at me and was worried.  She thought that I might be in labor.  I called the nurse in to see if she could put the monitors on me again because at this point I was in so much pain and just didn't feel right.  She put the monitors back on and I was contracting.... A G A I N.  She still wasn't worried though.  I asked her if she could call my OB or high risk doctor just to see if one of them could come up and make sure everything was okay.  She brought in the charge nurse and they started asking me why I was so worried, asking what my pain level was, and how to describe the pain.  These questions are so annoying to me!!  The charge nurse said she would call the high risk doctor to come up and "put my mind at ease".  Ten minutes later Dr. Gestlaund came up at this point the monitor was picking up contractions about 1 1/2 apart.  She said we need to check you like now!  She checked my cervix and it was dilated to almost 2 cm and the babies heads were right there!  She said we are having babies today! 
After that my room was filled with total chaos!  Nurses started scrambling under Dr. Gestlaunds orders.  My first words were, can we wait for my husband to get here?!?  He works in SLC so was about an hour away.  They said we could as long as my water didn't break and/or the blood vessel didn't rupture.  

My phone call to him went something like this.....
Hey babe, guess what??! It's BABY DAY today!  He didn't believe me and first, but he could tell in my voice I was serious.  He said he would be there as soon as he could.
They started an IV (or at least tried) 3 different times.  Because I had been sick, I was dehydrated and my veins were not cooperating.  Third time and different nurse, it finally worked.  They started putting magnesium sulfate through my IV which makes you feel so so awful!  Hot flashes, face flushed, warm all over, sick kind of feeling. This medication is given to help the babies brains and neurological system.  I kept calling heath off and on to see where he was.  I had him on speaker and said get her safely, no speeding or breaking any laws.  He replied I may be going 90, but I haven't hit 100.  The nurses in my room starting laughing.  

We watched from my hospital window as heath pulled in the parking lot around 11:50 am.  The nurses were waiting for him outside my room and quickly handed him his get up for the Operating Room.  He looked so cute in it!  He was able along with one of the male NICU nurses to give me a blessing before we went back.  It was so amazing and calmed my fears completely!  I am so thankful for priesthood blessings and that my husband is able to give me those blessings!

After the blessing, it was time to rock and roll.  My mom gave me a big hug and started crying.  She was going to wait in my room and stay with me during recovery so Heath could go back with the babies.  I remember thinking... sad, this is the last time I will feel them kicking inside me.

The OR was a blur.  Everything happened so fast.  I got the spinal block while I was looking into my sweet husbands eyes and listening to him tell me that in just minutes our boys would be here.  He got tears in his eyes and told me how grateful he was for me.  He later told me he thought I was going to squeeze his arm off! I was laying on the OR table and all of the sudden felt nauseous.  I started throwing up with my arms strapped down, laying flat on my back, barfing over my right shoulder in a pink little bowl that was being held by my husband.  Worst thing ever.  I started feeling like I couldn't breathe and that was awful too.  The sheet went up, my doctor rushed in and started the surgery.  It was the strangest feeling.  Heath was watching and I wanted him down by my head so he sat down by me.  Within a few seconds we heard Boston (BABY A) start crying.  They showed him to us for just a few seconds then whisked him away.  He was born at 12:26pm.  A minute later, at 12:27pm Mason (Baby B) made his debut the same way as his brother, crying, which is always a good sign!  Boston weighed 3 lbs 7 ounces and Mason weighed 4 lbs 2 ounces.  We got to see him for maybe a second then he was whisked away to the NICU.  They were here.  I was so relived and so excited to meet my baby boys.  After I got put back together we went back to my room.  Heath got to spend about an hour with me before he could go back to the babies.  I told him to take pictures and bring them back to show me, then he could go back with them.  He brought pictures and they were so tiny and so precious.  I was determined to get over there to see them as soon as I could.
I made it over to the NICU around 5:30-6:00 that night.  I will never forget the way I felt the first time I saw them.  They were so tiny and I couldn't help but wishing I could have carried them for a few more weeks.  I got to hold them and they had cords coming out of what seemed like every place.  It was pretty emotional.  I am so glad things worked out the way they did.  I am so happy to introduce my babies!!

Pictures to come... Sorry, I am spending most of these days in Ogden with my sweet boys!

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Week Thirty-One


how many weeks: 31 + 4

Hospital stay: Day #11

how big is baby X2: Baby A: 3 pounds 3 ounces Baby B: 4 pounds 3 ounces


weight gain: I haven't stepped on a scale this week.  Clearly the hospital has been keeping me way to busy! :)

sleep:  two words: AMBIEN ROCKS!

craving:  BC Taco time, kents donuts

feeling:  Good.  Today has been a great day!  Woke up this morning to my brother Tom and nephew Logan bringing by breakfast and got to spend most of the day with them.  Tom helped me move rooms... YES!! I got moved to a bigger room.  It is so great and has windows with snowy mountain top views.  Heath is going to be so shocked when he gets home from work.  I didn't tell him the awesome news that we got upgraded!  I can't wait to see his reaction.  We ate lunch together that consisted of leftover mandarin Chinese that my in laws brought last night (best leftovers!) Then we went on a walk around the hospital...well I didn't personally walk, but my sweet brother got quite the work out pushing us THREE around, I'm sure of it.  It was so great to feel the warmth of the sun on my face.  I miss that!  After they left I took a bath in my jetted tub.  I use to request baths a few times a week when there was a room with a tub available since my old room just had a walk in shower, but now I have one in my room.  Its heaven.  My other brother Mark and his wife Janelle brought hot, melt in your mouth cinnamon rolls by and visited for awhile then my cute new friend that I met here in the hospital came by to visit.  She just delivered her sweet twin girls last Tuesday and has been talking me through this whole twin pregnancy/mom process.  I am so glad I got to meet her.  Currently I am watching Elf, eating Doritos, and blogging.

Appointments this week:  Saw the specialist Thursday.  Had  a lot of questions regarding delivery.  We have a baby date!!! February 11 is our scheduled C-section day "tentatively" if nothing changes between now and then.  Growths look good on both boys and the best news from the ultrasound is that they have hair!!!  You could see the fuzz on their little heads.  I'm getting so excited to meet these little guys! And HAIR?!?! I love babies with hair!

gender: All things BLUE!

best moment of the week: Getting my IV taken out! (today) and/or moving rooms has got to be high on the list!  I feel refreshed and rejuvenated!  I totally got this!

  Other top moments:

- had maternity pics taken yesterday by my sweet brother in law that came all the way from Cache Valley!  My dear friends Candice and Erin came and did my hair and makeup.  I couldn't have done it without them!

-Jill's taco soup (my favorite!)

- Jenny saving the day bringing me all the maternity clothes she had so that I could have something other than sweats to wear for my maternity pictures.

- Getting Shellac toes by Amy and having a girls night!

-All the visitors this week!  I haven't even read a book yet.  I told Heath today that it's kind of fun being here because I get to visit with so many people without any distractions.  We have had so many great chats with my mom, heaths parents, our siblings, friends, ward members, nurses, new hospital friends, etc.

- not having to do laundry.  Everyone that knows me knows that I HATE DOING LAUNDRY!! My mom has been trotting around picking up dirty laundry and bring back clean laundry.  It's the greatest!  Thanks Mom!

worst moment of the week:  We had a little scare Friday night while I was getting monitored.  I started having contractions that were frequent and pretty intense.  After consulting with the doctor the nurse administered a shot that is used to stop contractions.  I forgot the name.  They went away, but shortly came back later that night, or should I say earlier that morning.  I had to get an IV so that we would be ready for an emergency surgery if needed.  Luckily they stopped and babies are still in my tummy.

looking forward to: WEDNESDAY!  THIRTY-TWO week mark.

random thoughts: 

- My cousin Katie sent me the cutest picture of newborn twin boys.  I haven't stopped looking at pictures of twin babies since!  

- It's getting more and more real that I won't be leaving the hospital until we are parents, but I don't think it will really hit until Boston and Mason are here.

- Will this be my last weekly update?!?

Pictures from this week................








Thanks for all the love and support!  I am so lucky to have ALL of you in my life!




Sunday, January 18, 2015

Week THIRTY

how many weeks: 30 weeks + 4 days





how big is baby X2: Baby A: A little more than 3 pounds Baby B: Same. We didn't get exact measurements this week... again.  They weigh about the size of a bunch of asparagus each.

weight gain: around 43 lbs .... A lot!  It's all for the babies.

sleep: Pretty good the first part of the week.  Hospital bed now... can't wait to sleep back in my own bed in a few weeks.

craving:  home cooked meals. :) shakes, slurpees, you know ANYTHING with sugar. 

feeling:  good.  Taking it one day at a time.  Today is day #5 in the hospital.  Just thankful baby boys are healthy and growing.  I want to keep them in for as long as possible!

Appointments this week:  Saw the specialist Friday, cervix is still stable and the Vasa Previa is still there.  We had a little mix up Wednesday when a nurse from radiology did an ultrasound and couldn't find that blood vessel... she didn't think it was there but, I knew better than to get my hopes up.. but was hoping it was gone?!?! wishful thinking.  I guess as the babies and everything else grows its harder and harder to see.  We will continue to see the specialist every week to monitor and changes.

gender: Sweet baby boys

best moment of the week: having so many people rally around me.  We have had so many great meals, visitors, texts, calls, etc.  My ward threw me a shower Thursday night and because I couldn't physically be there we got to face time which was so much fun.

worst moment of the week:  Started having contractions Tuesday afternoon.  We were up in Logan visiting Heaths parents.  They were pretty intense and 14 minutes apart.  We headed down to Ogden just to make sure everything was okay.  We arrived at the hospital, got hooked up to monitors and the nurse said that the doctor wanted us to stay overnight.  Heath told me to mentally prepare to just have him tell us  the next morning that we were going to stay since the plan was that I would be admitted Friday anyway. 
 HE WAS RIGHT.  I guess we just couldn't wait to start our hospital stay.

looking forward to: taking a shower and getting dressed for the day. (The babies are currently being monitored.  This happens 2xs per day for an hour each.)  Its hard to hold still for so long and not getting up to use the bathroom.  Pregnant girl problems.

random thoughts: 

-Heath goes back to work Tuesday... dreading those 7 days on

-It's all about perspective

-One day at a time

xoxoxox




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Sunday, January 11, 2015

Week Twenty Nine

how many weeks: 29 weeks


how big is baby X2: Baby A: Around 3 pounds Baby B: Around 3 pounds. We didn't get exact measurements this week.

weight gain: around 43 lbs .... A lot!  It's all for the babies.

sleep: Okay this week.  A lot of weird/scary dreams about delivery + some insomnia.

craving:  Nothing pops into my head that I've been craving this week.  My insides are so squished I feel like I eat the smallest amount of something and I'm stuffed.  Smaller meals do the trick though!

feeling: Pretty good.  Getting antsy for Friday.

Appointments this week:  We saw the specialist and our OB both on the same day this week.  I got the clear from the Maternal Fetal Medicine doctor that I didn't need to be admitted to the hospital for one more week if I got the okay from my OB.  Fluids around each baby looked great, we even got the cutest profile picture of I think Baby B?! :)  It's so hard keeping them straight.  Off to the OB I went next, Dr. Ball said that he would call and talk to the OB and tell him what was going on.  (This is the first time I had seen my OB since being diagnosed with Vasa Previa).  Dr. Davis laid it all out for us and basically said the babies have about the size of a can of pop of blood and if that vessel ruptures by contractions/ cervix dilating/ water breaking it can go from dangerous to fatal fast.  HE said how important it is that I be at the hospital with a wrist band, IV, gown, etc in case we need to get these babies out ASAP.  He said he wanted to do a cervical exam and check everything out that way and that would determine if my hospital stay would start that very day or if I had another week.  After the exam its clear my cervix is considered short and soft.  Not the two things you want to hear.  He said he didn't know if he felt totally comfortable sending me home, but that next week for sure they call it quits and I am no longer seen as an outpatient.  I was relieved!!! Heath and I celebrated having one more week at home by going to dinner at Maddox.

gender: Sweet baby boys

best moment of the week: A few great moments this week:  1- Babies have been moving like crazy this week!  One of them had hiccups and I loved feeling that! 2- Saturday my mom came over and cleaned/scrubbed my entire house top to bottom.  It was so thoughtful and much needed.  We had our last lunch date for awhile after.  3- I had a family shower on Saturday and got spoiled.  4- heaths work had a shower and gave us piggy banks full of money.  It was so sweet.  He works with such great people! 5- NOT HAVING TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL!!!


worst moment of the week:  No worsts this week.  Its been a G O O D week.

looking forward to:  Getting though this last work week.  Trying to enjoy it while it lasts though.  Friday I will get to be checked in to my new home for the next few weeks.  I can't believe its almost time to meet our baby boys!  I am getting so excited to see them!

random thoughts:

-Three more days of work

-Last days at home, next time I come home I will be a mommy of TWO.


Until next week.....

Sunday, January 4, 2015

Week 28

how far along: 28 weeks



 how big is baby X2: Baby A: 2 lbs 14 ounces, Baby B: 2 lbs 7 ounces

weight gain: around 30 lbs .... A lot!  It's all for the babies.

sleep: Pretty good, I have been EXHAUSTED this week and can't seem to get enough sleep

craving:  Slurpees! Which is so weird! I usually don't like slurpees at all.

feeling: good.  I'm still at home this week and not in the hospital which is great news!  My appointment went good this week.  Things are stable, babies are both looking great.

gender: Sweet baby boys

best moment of the week: Having my first baby shower!  It was so surreal!  I can't believe I am actually having TWO BABIES!  I don't think that it has sunk in quite yet.  One of my best friends since 7th Grade hosted the shower and it was so cute!  I feel so blessed to be surrounded by so many amazing moms + friends!

worst moment of the week:  went to bed New years eve with the worst stomach ache that I could not get rid of.  Heath had to work early the next morning so I tried to get some sleep.  I couldn't sleep and got up every hour until 4:30 a.m. to go to the bathroom.  Finally I woke Heath up when I started throwing up and we headed to Labor and Delivery to get checked out and make sure everything was okay.  I spent most of the day at the hospital, but was later released after I got the okay from the Doctor.

looking forward to:  Family shower this week, 2 more appts ( 1 OB, 1 Specialist), getting a prenatal massage... TWO WHOLE HOURS may I add.. (thanks to me sister and mother in law. :) ), a mommy daughter date to SLC with my momma.  Busy week!

random thoughts:

-Still taking zofran every other day, only throwing up about 1x per week

-Nursery is coming together! Still need a few things, but my friend Amy was awesome and helped me get things hung on the wall.  Still need crib bedding, curtains, etc.

-Trying to start finding things that I can do during my lengthy hospital stay, any suggestions please share!!!

-Christmas tree is going down today and I am quite sad about it....

- Works is starting to get harder and harder.  My goal is to make it through two more weeks.